Its been a long time sine my last post

I know I don't update this blog near enough, and no one reads it so it's really no big deal. A couple of things have changed since my last post. My feelings for "J" have changed to more of a friendship kind of thing. I have been seeing some else in the mean time, and I think that I am kind of falling for him, he is a lot younger and by no means should be interested in me, but I can't shake the feeling that he is. He is a freshman in college and cute as a button. Thank god for chasers! I actually brought him home this last Friday. This is something that I have never done before. It felt really good and I am looking forward to doing it again. I have always only had boys over when I was alone or housesitting somewhere. So this was a major change. And one for the better. I have these friends, I call them my LOL's. Three women that I can talk to about anything. They are the ones that told me that I had to get over the fear of bringing someone home and fearing what my roommates would think. Roommates (Sister and best friends brother). Well everything went fine and it was great. It was the frist time ever that I had woken up on a Saturday morning with someone in bed with me.

Nothing much else is going on, the job is still great. Going to Vegas for New Years, really looking forward to that. Going to the Sundance Film Festival at the end of January for the first time. Really looking forward to that. Need to get serious about getting in shape. I really do this year. I am getting older and thankfully not bigger. But I do need to shed a lot of #'s over this next year.

I have a really busy December coming up, and can't wait for the holiday's! I love Christmas and everything that goes with it. This year, my parents have finally agreed just to give us money! Now I can go out and get what I want and not have to wait in return lines to get it. Also my sisters and I decided not to buy each other gifts and to just do a nice dinner out. Looking forward to that also.