Crying

I so feel like crying right now, except that I can't. I am at work, sitting at my desk.

I had been seeing a guy, although just a couple of times, we hit it off big time. Then out of the blue he shoots me an email saying that he thought our cultures were too different. I told him that I disagreed and thought we should work it out. We then passed a couple of emails back and forth, nothing too major. My last email he did not get, got hung up in cyberspace. Anyway today about 2 weeks after the fact, my server here at work sent the email back saying it was undeliverable. I forward it on to him again. He emailed back stating that he thought I was pissed off at him and not wanting to talk anymore. I told him no way was that true, I had been thinking about him for the past two weeks and was wondering why he never responded back to me. So to make a long story short, neither one of us was angry at the other, just a cyberspace fuck up. So we chatted today for a little while. Then he says that since he didn't here from me for a week, he figured it was over and he went on a couple of dates. One of those dates has turned in to a little bit more. But he would still like to be friends with me. Whiich is great, but god, I wanted it to be so much more.